preparation for eid fitri

well, to be frank, im not sure how's supposed im going to celebrate my eid fitri this year..
yeah, i got to say, im might celebrate this, with just cool and nice condition...
not like before, i use to celebrate it, with full of grand i can say...
most important for me this raya is, i need to know the true meaning of eid fitri itself...
its a winning moment for muslims, so, i got to say that celebrate the winning of muslims is a big and huge thing...
its not only about to cook nice foods, serve decorative cakes, greeting, visiting others...
its actually a day when we can make a strong bonds between muslims and definitely celebrate the day with a big fat smile...
with no sadness, pain or suffer...
when we think we are suffering enough at this eid fitri, think bout our muslim brothers and sisters who in greater suffer than us...
pity them...
wish we can do something to help them...
even though we can't donate money with them, we can recite doa for them, so they are no longer suffer...
inshea-allah, akan di berkati the doa... :)

and yeah, back to my preparation for eid fitri, my mother told me to buy some cakes here..
or biscuits in herre...
hahahaa....
so, i set up a mission with eqa..
to buy cakes for eid fitri...
i told my mum not to buy cakes that cost rm200 per cake, that was such a waste..
its ok for her to buy a simple cake ( im not saying im stingy or something)
haha....
so, might be eqa n me buy 2 or 3 cakes when we are going out soon....
not until 8 or 10 cakes...
haha...
hope i dont bring overload stuff back to my hometown later...
:)